Journalling...

Sometimes I think throwing the towel in would be soooo much easier than tolerating H's behaviours and patiently waiting for him to come around....

He is still undecided about the beach trip. He wants me to keep his ticket for him. But then again, he said maybe change the ticket for my mom, but with the possibility of changing it back to his name. I am like "We are travelling on Thursday. How many times do you want to change the ticket???" I know I have to be understanding and all. But what the heck is he trying to do? For the whole world to wait for him?

H just called and apologised about the trip. He said he needed to contact his superior about taking vacation. Again...in my heart I was like "hello???? I told you about the trip TWO months ago!!" I am really quite fed-up with this guy. Sometimes I really wonder..."Is this the guy I married? Do I really still want this guy? He doesn't do anything for me or the boys other than bringing in the bacon!"

Plus...he just p*ssed by dad off today....(my dad doesn't know about his A), and when my mom tried to calm him down, my dad asked her "Does he have an OW? I want to get a PI". OOOPS!!! Think my mom's got to sort that one out.I still don't want my dad to know the truth. He will go ballistic and confront H. I don't want my DBing efforts to go to a big FAT ZERO not that I have done very well in my DBing efforts.. H did say that he is kinda afraid of my dad...