One more thing that stupid H said to me on Saturday..."One night, when you hugged me, and I turned over and kissed you and said I love you....I thought it was her". Bl@@dy hell!!!??? Do I need to know that? As if stabbing me with all other hurtful things he said was not enough to kill me. He had to say some more. I think what H is trying to do is to drive me crazy and then tell him to get out of the house. But nooooo, I am not gonna let him have the pleasure. I am still quite composed, and will continue to tell him that it is his choice.
