This is really a roller coaster!!! Really want to scream!!!! ARRRGGGG!!! I really want to give them (H and OW) a real big whack on their heads. Hopefully, their thick skull will break and their brains can get more oxygen and can function better!!!
H just told me over IM that he tried to break it up with her but is sooooo difficult because he kept running back to her, and she kept running back to him. What the h@#k is happenning? Don't they have brains or something? The brain is certainly a more powerful organ than the heart. Why can't they use their brains and not their hearts? My god! They are two grown adults...surely they know how to use their brains, right??
Sorry if I am venting..but I can't help it. I need to do it here. Otherwise, I will be sending messages and emails to H bombarding him!! I just did some lecturing over the IM (I know that it was anti-DBing, but just couldn't help myself that he is sooooo stupid!!!) telling him that at the end of the day, my kids and her kids (if he has some with her) will have to settle for 50% of a father. None will ever get 100%!!! Unless he is totally abandoning our kids to give her future kids 100%. I am rambling...but I really need to rant!!! ARRRRGGGG!!! I can't stand it. I have to say that I hate him at this point!!!! Really want to smack the living daylights out of him!!! GEEZ....
Enough ranting. H did say that he wants to get an overseas posting away ....I agreed with him, but only if he is really going alone. There is not much point if she goes with him...It would mean that he has decided to be with her. I really hate this idiot!!!
