NY & Anna - Thanks for the reaffirmation. I do know that giving a time frame would not be a good idea, but internal emotions and impatience kept on prodding on my mind to ask for confirmation.
It is really really so difficult; and am just getting day-by-day to see how each day goes. This morning, heard sniffles from H. Thought he had a cold but then realised he was crying! My normal self would have said something but I kept quiet till he was done with his sniffles and was ready to get out of bed. Seeing him like this really broke my heart. I wanted so much to tell him that if it made him feel a whole lot better, than he should go to her. BUT I kept quiet. I thought about my boys needing a father...and that made me zip-up my mouth and throw away the key. *sigh* He is such a decisive person, and now he is such an emotional wreck.
If you ask me, the OW certainly does not love him. How could she allow him to be in such sorry state? Making him leave his family? Think he is playing tennis with her tonight....OKAY OKAY...I have to stop talking about the OW and stop being obsessed with her. STOP !!!
As I said, will take one day at a time. Am gonna bring my boys to watch STAR WARS tomorrow. H says he will come along.
We'll see how it goes...It's been almost two months ...another day goes by...
