I have been reading a lot of articles about affairs and such, and know that there is no logic or rationale behind affairs. But the problem is that I kept on thinking...how can someone that seems to be such a smart guy be such a dumb a**?
I have been quite good yesterday. I did not call him nor send him any emails nor leave any messages on his mobile. He tried calling this morning but I "missed" the calls. Think he got a little concerned and contacted my mom. Originally intended of not sending him any messages on his mobile, but am now contemplating of just leaving a short one like "boys are fine. Phone is whacko. Contact mom if you need anything. Got to go. BYe!" How's that?
Seriously, I am getting rather numb by the whole sitch now. I guessed I will go through a downturn when he delivers his decision that he will move out? Ok..Okay..I am stopping this speculation...He might stay, right?
NY- I am gonna stop with my assumptions and speculating. Thanks for telling me to stop this. Everytime should there me a flicker of speculation creeping into my mind, I shall think about you.
As I said...just have to get through another day and I am off to my little girlie trip...Also, am lining up some dinner/drinks for next week. GAL GAL GAL....
