NY - Thanks for your advice. I know that I have been hounding him. I have actually been doing quite well for about 5-6 weeks. I have kept calm and not questioning about him or the OW. But the revelation on 13/May that the OW works in the same company just made my mind go crazy again and wanting to ask more and more questions.
I know 5 emails yesterday was an overkill. His latest reply says it all...He says he is tired of all this and wants me to stop saying all the things that he already knows. I know he is very upset by the sound of his email, and he hasn't called me today.
I know I have to stop badgering and distance. I will stop emailing him and stop calling him. I know I have to stop getting paranoid about him and the OW. I know I have to focus on myself and my kids. I just have to focus and get by another two days without hounding him then I am off with some girlfriends on a short trip. I am sure I will be busy enjoying myself and not think about H or the OW. (I HOPE!! Fingers crossed) Hope this is an example of GAL.
I have read the DR and am aware that what I am doing now is pushing him further away. But it is soooo difficult. I just cannot understand how he can think that everything will be still hanky-dory for the kids. How can he say that he loves the kids??? I know I am a complete mess....
