H told me "don't be crazy. She is not pregnant". Don't know to believe him or not after all the lies.
Got an email from H today. He said if I really wanted to know the truth..the truth is that he wants me, the boys and also the OW. He says he love me, but the problem is that he loves her lots too.
He says he may want to move out to collect his thoughts. I told him that if he do that, means he has chosen to be with her. I mean I really don't buy that he would be staying alone by his own. Really don't buy it.
*sigh* I really don't know what to do. I know DB'ing means to continue to be NICE to him even if he moves out. How do I do that? I don't think I can manage to be nice knowing that he has decided to be with her than his flesh and blood.
Plus I don't think my parents will allow me to be a door mat. I am a whole load of nerves...
