Omigod! I got a peck on my lips last night!! I couldn't believe it. It's the first for I don't know how many months. H has been avoiding real intimacy like kissing, hugging or holding hands. ML is fine with him though. Unfortunately, I was asleep, and couldn't really respond. But I supposed if I did respond, he would probably be taken aback.

H actually went out before "THE PECK". He said that he needed to grab something to eat, and was off for about 1 1/2 hours. Wonder if he went out drinks with his lawyer friend (whom a little bird told me that wanted to give him a piece of his mind about straying into the DARK SIDE))...

Mmmm...don't know, will see...another 2 weeks to his self-imposed deadline of decision-making. Have received lots of support from my in-laws. They have mentioned that they want no contact with him should he choose the other way....

By the way, I have been pretty good with my DB'ing. I have kept calm and not ask any questions about where he is etc etc.

Will be back....