Oh you're so right with consequenses! After 2 years of C and to find the answer to my question to him "Why do you want to stay here?" is "Even with your moodiness (aka depression and really b....tchy) when youre happy, you are the most pleasant person I've ever known and the best to be with." But he can't lay with me. No spooning or anything. I'm not Pam Anderson but, I'm not ugly!
Pity me that the heart is slow to learn
What the swift mind beholds at every turn.
Edna St. Vincent Millay