CSW..maybe you should avoid all relationship talks right now. She is so lost and trying to find what she wants. Maybe she feels you are pressuring her with all this talk. So she runs to avoid it. Maybe if you eased up a little she will feel more comfortable being home. I am sure in all her guilt also she doesn't want to hear you love her right now. She may not want you doing nice things. It may only make her feel worse. I would just try to occupy yourself and completely just stop worrying at all about her or where she is or anything. Just focus on you and your happiness. Be selfish for you.
