Howdy. Today was an interesting day. W got up just as I was leaving, to give me a dose of negativity. I scrambled out of here, but forgot my punchcard. I went home at lunch to get the card. (she told me she had the day off, but not until trying to act like she didn't know for sure what her schedule was) She was going through all of the bank paperwork, and was very confrontational and angry. I told her she had no right to be angry, that I should be the one getting angry. She said a number of hurtful things. She said I didn't deserve her. I said I didn't deserve the way she was treating me. She ended up saying she wished we never got married, at which point I slammed the door and left in a hurry. I don't think she is looking for a way to reconcile, I think she is still trying to make my life an ordeal, to get her D quicker. She tried to say we needed to put the house on the market right away. I told her we were not getting a D, so the house would not be going on the market any time soon.
She told me last night that she would be sleeping at her parents house on T,W,&T, due to a job that is 2+ hours from our house. She made sure to be gone when I got home from work today. This morning I asked if she was sleeping here tonight. She said she was. I asked her to call when she said she would be home and then decided not to come home. She said she didn't need to answer to me. She seems like she is losing all sense of common decency. Someone please remind me what I am fighting for.....
I am getting mighty lonely, and the work doesn't seem to be helping on that front. I hope I can make it through this mess.
