I am filling the day with constructive work, and de-weeding the asparagus beds in the process. I also weeded the hop beds, and picked all but a couple of shoots. I steamed the picked shoots and cooked them in an omlette, and they were quite tasty. It is the first year that I was able to eat the hop shoots, but it looks like it will be a repeat, as there seem to be hundreds of shoots popping out.
Does letting go mean not calling W at all? I know it has ben recommended to not call her, but I couldn't help myself today. I wanted to tell W about the hop lunch, since it is something that we have talked about in the past. We had a nice conversation, a brief 12 minutes in comparison to her normal marathon talks. I wanted to keep it light, positive, and quick. She was nice, and seemed pleased to hear from me, (I guess, a fair guess since she actually answered her phone). I don't know if it was the best thing for me to do, but I gave her a dose of me, and she can think about that while she works, until she talks to OM again.
I am going to a friends for dinner tonight, a good diversion for my head. If I fill the moments, I think it will get easier. (gee, where did I hear that????)
