Good one Bruce,

Here's my quick update for the day. Hope my W isn't reading the thread at all.

Last night when I got home from work my W was already at the house laying on the bed while S-D played a game on the computer. I made some joking comment about what finding a woman on my bed meant. Anyway, I laid down next to her and made chitchat. Despite my vow that I wouldn't do any more physical stuff, etc...I did nibble on her and it kind of progressed from there to more heavy petting. After going quite a bit further she finally did say..."we can't do this" and that was it. She kind of hightailed it out of there. I felt pretty crappy about it...not because I wanted more...but because I didn't want her feeling bad about it. I also didn't want a setback. I called to say I was sorry if I pressured her, that I wasn't trying to mess with her head, and that I truly intended to knock off that stuff because I didn't want her to feel she couldn't be around me. So positive or negative? I'm not sure...I'm worried I will have pushed her away. I'll just give her space now. I think she will need time to think things through.

The only other thing...and a positive...is that her parents stayed over the last couple nights. Her mom and I had a pretty good convo about things. My W had told her also that things were really good between us.

That's it for updates.

In the end, it's not the years in your life that count. It's the life in your years.
Abraham Lincoln

It is hard to fail, but it is worse never to have tried to succeed.
Theodore Roosevelt