"Probably crazy on my part, but I in a sense think of this D as a last resort in getting her back. Crazy?"
Not really. Despite, WAW having moved out, filed for D and we are now D, somewhere in the back of my messed up mind, I keep thinking this is temporary. A phase. Something she had to go through to realize how important the R and M were. Crazy, like you? Probably. But something keeps up thinking this way, ourselves and are hopes at having another chance, another chance to be the partners we can be.