I haven't went dark yet. My W came over last night to get some stuff for the kids. I suggested we take the moment to switch vehicles (she's taking mine, me our joint one). That went over okay although I could tell she really didn't want to. We talked a bit about selling cars and the house.
My s-son said he wanted me to stay over at their place and how come I couldn't stay over there sometimes. I looked at STBX and said "well, I could, but your mom would have to share her bed with me." Then winked. Don't worry, it went over fine. She smiled at that and we back and forth joked about it. S-son then asked why we couldn't all live in the house. Another tough one for my W to field.
She was really close to me around that time and I pulled her in. She didn't just angrily pull away. While talking about the "sleeping arrangements" I nibbled on her neck and ears and jokingly propositioned her. She didn't pull away even with the nibbling, although she did squirm a bit. It went okay. I made a little comment about...it being okay since we are divorced. Not a whole lot of uncomfortableness. Weird hunh? Pursuing? Yeah, it was, but last night I felt fairly free and not particularly concerned about what the repercussions would be.
I did end up getting in touch with an old friend and we ended up talking for about 3 hours on the phone. It was fun.
That's my life in a nutshell. I'm not sure I understand my life, but still just taking the ride. No more love quotes for me for awhile. My new signature is going to be about life for awhile
Me
In the end, it's not the years in your life that count. It's the life in your years. Abraham Lincoln
It is hard to fail, but it is worse never to have tried to succeed. Theodore Roosevelt
