I just wanted to post and say to hang in there. You are just in a needy mood right now so don't act on it. Give yourself a day to become more positive about things. It will happen. A lot of times it has nothing to do with your situation and everything to do with the cycle of your emotions. Do something to improve your PMA? Always remember that anything is possible. I look for hope in every little thing.
I remember taking my nephew to see "Polar Express" and crying through the whole thing. Tom Hanks would tell the little boy in the movie that anything is possible as long as you "Believe". The movie was about believing in Santa. I was such a sap. For me, I turned to God, the bible and books on Christian beliefs and it did wonders.
