i'm not sure, I'm trying to get myself to be calm. i'm trying to get myself into the center of the storm so to speak so I can let go.
I need to know from H , honestly, what he is doing/planning with ow, what he intends.
I am going to have to make it stick, I know, I guess I need a date to KNOW in no uncertain terms that he is done with her. and then I need to be ready to have him leave if he back slides after that. I can't help feeling like I'm just postponing the invitable.
