STILL Morphing 5

[sage]

I am a mess right now, and can't see much good of anything.

OK, that's understandable but here's the thing...stop looking then, for good, bad or otherwise.

You don't have to ACT now, you don't have to decide, you don't have to do anything. You can choose to back away, do some regrouping, distract youreslf, whatever it takes to make your next move be from a position of calm and strength not reaction.

I KNOW it's easy for me to say but Deb, you have proven over and over of late that you can be in charge of your emotions and actions...you have done a TREMENDOUS (clap! clap! Hooray!) job of really getting a grip on it...don't lose it now. I'm not saying I know what the right next step is for you but I do know it doesn't have to come today.

I am so confused, I don't know what is going on. Is he just using me, stringing me along?????why? because he's afraid? IF HE WANTS HER, WHY THE HELL DOESNT HE GET HIS BUTT DOWN THERE? IF HE WANTS OUR LIFE, WHY THE HELL DOESNT HE LET HER GO?

Honestly, hon, I don't think this has a thing to do with YOU. This is all about him at the moment. So, let it be.

Sage