Hi Dawn! so good to hear from you! and as always, you hit the nail on the head. Yes, trust is a huge issue for me, and yes, I have to say it's because I'm afraid of being duped again.
I was so totally blind-sided by all of this. I shouldnt have been, looking back I can see that H did try to tell me how unhappy he was. I just plain missed it, what I didnt miss I dismissed. And that is VERY frightening to me.
I guess I don't trust either H OR myself. and that's scary.
Scary scary scary. Something for me to ponder...thanks for making such an important point.