Quote: That is a HUGE challenge for me, because frankly I did just that before, time after time, and he was being deceitful and dishonest...it's really difficult to get over that...hard, hard work to do!
But in the big picture, if you want to chose to give it a try then you know you will be alright either way it works out.
I think that is the thing realizing it is a choice and it is your choice and having the knowledge that you will be ok either way it goes.
I was hurting the other day over my trusting D on some things and knowing he must have been lying to my face. But, it was my choice to trust him and try and it was his choice to lie and go away. That doesn't make my choice wrong, because it is how I want me to be. Does that make any sense or help at all?
Pam
"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned so as to have the life that is waiting for us"
