I just wanted to say that your posts have really helped me. For the longest time I had stopped posting and working in any systematic way on my M. In fact I was absolutely sure that I could not stand my H and wanted out.
However, the one thing that I kept doing was reading everyone's posts and yours in particular really helped me clarify what i wanted and in a way, inspired me to work on my M again. The feelings you express, the tensions you face are things I can really empathise with.
I havent had a chance to catch up this week on your situation but my prayers and good wishes are with you.
