I feel good today. I didn't get any of my work at home accomplished but tomorrow's another day.
My PMA is the highest it's been in 10 years. I like my new haircut - it's the shortest it has ever been. I was bolder with the highlights this time. I'd actually like to run into H somewhere - at the store, or maybe on the street while I'm walking my dog. Just to catch him off guard and see what his reaction is.
H did send a text message while I was on my way to work, telling me to have a good day. He called three times this evening but I couldn't take the first call and the second one I was out of service area. This is so good, I'm not even trying to miss his calls. I think I missed a call from him last night too but I forgot to ask. I did end up calling him back tonight and got his VM which he then returned. We talked about 15 minutes. He said he was tired and was going to bed. But I think I heard a call beep in on his phone and right after that he decided to end our conversation. I know, I'm letting my imagination get the best of me. So I said to him (imagine whiny voice), "your ready to get off the phone already" ---- bad, bad, bad! He replied he was tired and hadn't slept hardly at all the night before. I caught my attitude right there and was able to reply, "your right, you must be tired, you need to get to sleep. Have a good day tomorrow and be careful". Another positive behavior - respecting his desire to end the conversation and not trying to drag it on and on.
Tomorrow I am going to take care of a small errand for him. I'm just checking the availability and pricing of an item at the auto parts store. I have to go there anyway to pick up a part for my car. I'm not going out of my way, or taking any extra time out of my day. So I don't think it can be misconstrued by H as pursueing or "trying too hard".
Tomorrow's another day........Positive thoughts = a good day! TJ
