Thanks Fearless for the support. And thank you NYS for the firm correction.
Remember too that no matter how bad your sitch seems, there are others out here that would consider it a step (or a couple of steps:)) above their sitches
I do realize this- that is when I'm being rational. The last two days I have not been very rational.
Yes I have been anxious. I've been feeling overwhelmed lately. Not necessarily because of H and that situation. More so from the changes that I have been trying to make. I have so many things that I want to change and improve and I don't seem to make much progress in any direction. In the past H has been able to ease my anxiety by just listening and telling me all would be ok. So when I feel this way, I miss him even more. I know I have to learn to deal with feeling overwhelmed without him.
And you said it fearless, like you, I put too much pressure on myself. I see what I want to be but can't seem to take the small steps to get there.
Today is a new day. I must only remember yesterday and the day before to remind me of what I don't want to do.
