Well.....I didn't sleep too good last night. I was waiting to hear from H, but he never called. I tried calling him, but no answer, so I left a voicemail to see how his day had gone and asked for him to give me a call......It's about 1pm now and still no word from H.

I don't want to call him again; I don't want to "pursue".

My mind has just been going crazy. Hmmm...it was Friday night....did he go out with (bf) to another bar? Was he out playing more poker? Was he asleep already (HA! Very unlikely!)? What was he doing that he couldn't call his wife back?......

We'll see if he calls later tonight. I'll do my best to keep my cool. It's so hard though especially after I told him how it makes me feel when he doesn't call back. I just don't get it .

Thanks for listening.

JV


Valerie

"I can't change the direction of the wind, but I can adjust my sails to always reach my destination." ~ author unknown

"Piecing is not for the faint of heart." ~ sage