Good job JV on not reflecting H's anger onto you. That is a step in the right direction.
I completely understand about being wary and not sure what you feel anymore. When my H said he would end it with ow (albeit slowly), I then started doubting everything and wondering if this is what I really wanted after all, if I wouldn't be better off on my own. I know this isn't offering advice, I just wanted to let you know that I understand. Take sometime while H is gone to think about YOU and what you want. Sort thru those feelings. I think you will find, if H is sincere this time and means what he said then you will want your M. I have to keep telling myself we will have a stronger M when H is truly back in and working on it, too.
I don't know if this helps or not. Thinking and praying for you. Sherry
