You know I have figured out a part of why I get down is I feel of no value to anyone and so rather useless.

I mean the one person that should value you, walked out of my life to be with another woman.

I know no one is indespensible, but got the point driven home this afternoon when we were in an office meeting and I found out that most of my job is being done away with and the office manager hadn't even bothered to let me know.

These are the times I just don't want to go on and participate in life. I want my hole and my shelties and never to come out again.

Pam

"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned
so as to have the life that is waiting for us"