It isn't that I think the people would treat me badly. Although one lady that I thought was my friend wouldn't sign an application for me that was going to be published as she didn't want Janice to see her name signing for me.
I probably didn't make sense and maybe it wouldn't matter to me anyway but I would like to see that people thought what they did wasn't acceptable. Instead they have given J lots of responsibility at the club and at the Awards dinner in January the President really made over what she had accomplished more so than some others who had actually done more than she had last year with their dogs.
I don't want to go back to that club as I am finding so many nice folks that don't go there!
I just wanted them to feel some effect from their actions. Guess it is that desire for vengence.
I keep telling myself: Vengence is mine sayeth the Lord. I may have the quote off a bit but that is what goes through my mind. I just haven't released my desire for it yet.
Hope I made some sense as this feels like a jumbled post!
Pam
"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned so as to have the life that is waiting for us"
