The kids and I had a good trip Friday/Saturday, lots of fun and learning.
Today I have been really tired and think I have had a bit of a fever so took it easy and going to do raincheck to see mom.
This evening I have been reading Michele's thread that she just finished and just finding so much there that resonates with me. Good thing it is my timeline as she isn't divorced yet and I'm going on a year and still not in the place that she has reached!
But I believe my emotional immaturity is going to be a challenge for me always. At least I know it and am aware of it now, hopefully that will help me continue to always work on improving it!
Pam
"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned so as to have the life that is waiting for us"
Yes, I think of leaving the bb and then find things that are very helpful to me, which tells me it isn't time for me to go yet.
Maybe time I bite the bullet and move to a more appropriate forum. I have stayed here as my friends were here, but a lot of them have left.
I also stayed here as this is the forum D and I were posting in and I guess I was hanging onto that a bit as well. Plus figure folks here knew us both well from the two of us posting. But most of those folks have moved on, D has moved on, only Pam is still here.
Pam
"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned so as to have the life that is waiting for us"
I was here, just about, when your H was posting here. I am frankly amazed he did so, as he didn't seem the slightest bit interested in saving your marriage.
Pattie,
Congratulations on the filly, give her a hug from me, and a stroke for her Mum!
Livnlearn
"The unexamined life is not worth living" - Socrates
Yes, you were and I believe you are right. His reason for posting wasn't to work on the marriage at all. I feel he was looking for affirmation to leave the marriage. He struggles with decision making and I'm sure J was pushing him but I feel he wanted more support than just my two ex friends. Although in the end that was enough for him.
Pam
"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned so as to have the life that is waiting for us"
Found this on Minnie's thread and I sure think it applies to me!!
Quote: IOW: I'm fine on my own, I'm just sad....
-that HE didn't love me enough -that HE LEFT ME -that HE LIED TO ME -that HE CHEATED ON ME -that I wasn't good enough to keep -that he loved me above all/everyone else and yet ONE person stopped all that....how much did he really love me to begin with?
Pam
"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned so as to have the life that is waiting for us"
