Aren't they though??

I love mornings like this, I think sometimes when I get down is when I have no contact with anyone all day.

This isn't a friendly place to work and almost no one speaks to one another. This is most days the only time I see other people, I am trying to monitor but believe it bothers me at times.

Although I am no longer sure I could live with someone I have gotten so used to having my house to myself and doing stuff the way I want it and what I want.

Just this morning I was thinking I NEVER knew who I was, when married my life was taylored to trying to please or do what the other person would want. Even if not sucessful that was what I tried to do and that never let me JUST be me!

But, yeah I still miss the jerk too. That close companionship I guess is a good trade off for the other stuff.

Pam

"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned
so as to have the life that is waiting for us"