I still hurt and I still have a lot of loss of self esteem over D leaving. I think eventually it will help to realize that is what he truly wanted all along and he didn't mean to hurt me, he really felt he loved me when he married me. The fact that I didn't turn out to be the person he wanted to spend the rest of his life with doesn't take away that I have some wonderful memories of our time together and am glad I have them. If I had to chose I would chose to have the memories and the pain rather than be without either.
Pam
"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned so as to have the life that is waiting for us"
