Our 1st appt with MC was rescheduled from today to next week because yesterday S27 (living independently in another city) was, at his request, screened for a serious inherited illness - results ambiguous but probably positive.
We were too sad to do our prior-to-the-first MC session homework of setting goals and priorities. Too sad to ML. We hugged each other, took a long walk, holding hands all the way.
When we went to bed I changed into nightwear quickly as usual. H said he loves me to get undressed in front of him. I realized I don't do that unless we have something planned so I stripped the top and we cuddled and comforted. I need to remember that every night. I was glad he was direct about it.
Dear SSM buddies - I'm sorry that I'm feeling stressed right now so sometimes it's hard for me to get fully involved in your threads. Thanks for all the advice.
I would make the following my tag line if I knew how: ---------------------------------------------------------- There are many wise, empathetic and funny people here. [To all of you: you are my buddies, the friends I can discuss things with that I don't talk about with my friends in RL (real life). In this society where everyone is supposed to be thinking about sex all the time someone with LD is often embarassed to admit they feel differently.] ----------------------------------------------------------
Doglover
There are many wise, empathetic and funny people here: you are my buddies - I'm grateful for your support.
