New here and question about MY feelings changing

[BethJ]

Thank you Geronimo, debcb and SherryL for your replies. I am so thankful to have a place to come and pour out my feelings. It was in someone else's post that I learned about Restore Ministries website, and I think their materials are the best I've ever read on restoring marriages. In fact, I am spending the weekend doing nothing but reading and praying and I am scared to death to go home tomorrow. From what I am reading, I have done so many things contrary to God's word and I need to ask my H for forgiveness.

That said, DS9 called in a whisper telling me he thinks he caught Dad with a new cell talking to OW. I felt like I had been kicked in the stomach. My flesh wants to confront and give more ultimatums, but from what I am reading, I need to ignore this latest setback and keep believing my H (act ASIF). What I will do I do not know...

I'll check back Monday a.m. Thanks for listening!

Beth