New here and question about MY feelings changing

[BeingMe]

My H doesn't call our family together for prayer anymore - he used to always do that every night even during the time he was lying. We started praying together just before bomb2, but, of course, how do you pray with the person you are lying to at the same time? My faith has plummeted, I'm afraid, but I will work on it again (one of my goals for this year). The OW also was a churchgoer - how hypocritical they are. I sound bitter, don't I? But, not really! I just find my sitch very amusing, ironic, and weird sometimes.

You hold steadfast to your faith, Beth! I lost it because I was focussing too much on saving my M, instead of nurturing and maintaining myself.