I have been in your shoes and the walk isn't fun, I know.
I can remember thinking at the time that I thought I "had" my H back "ok, now that I have him back do I really want him?"
Turns out he wasn't really back. When I thought that he had broken up with her, it was a very temporary thing. His A has waxed and waned for 2 1/2 years now.
I threw him out of the house over a year ago (pre-DR) and have been struggling ever since with how/if our M can ever be redeemed.
As a Christian I daily avail myself of the opportunity to pray and read God's word, and I hope that you do the same. Prayer has been my lifeline and the only thing that has kept me sane.
My H is also a believer, but he has chosen to forsake his R with God and walk according to the ways of the world.
I caution you that your H's A may not be over as much as you think it is, people told me the same way back when, and I didn't want to believe them I thought my H was different. But once sin has a gripe on them it is VERY hard to turn away from it, esp if they are trying to do it under their own power.
