Wow! Can't believe how long since my last post things have been so crazy with the last days of my job (yesterday) that I haven't even had time to lurk until last night. I have today and tomorrow off and start my new job on Monday.
The ending has been good -- I've been amazed at how supportive people have been and also how open folks on my team have been about missing me. What's weird is that I'm completely calm about leaving -- I have never in my life been this calm about a transition -- so either it's that I think that this is absolutely the right thing to do or I've numbed myself somehow! They're throwing a party for me this afternoon so my goal is to not get teary!!!
Things at home are good. I seem to be off my selfish nitpicky cycle so that's a good thing! I'm sure h appreciates it. Next time around (if there is one) I'm going to try to figure out what (if anything) precipitates it...and what makes it go away. Good solution based detective am I!!!
I'll probably still be scarce for the next few weeks -- trying to adjust to the new work schedule!
Sage
Relax. Appreciate. Be calm. Laugh. Enjoy. Be secure. Be loving. Be loved. Don't personalize. Don't ASSume. Accept. Be grateful.