I'm not feeling great this morning -- it's Monday and I'm at work and I'm just in a mood.
The weekend was not great -- well, actually, I went to see "Phantom of the Opera" with a friend yesterday and then we went out to dinner so that was good but the interactions with h over the weekend were generally weird. Sometime Saturday or early Sunday he got quiet and distant and what, down? angry? upset? sick? I don't know...but he's in a self-described "blah" mode where he frankly seems to not care if I'm around or not. Or maybe more to the point, he seems to not want me around.
I don't know if it's cavetime on steroids or if he's stressed or sick (probably both) or what but I have to admit that I'm having a very hard time with it. It's been a long time since he's been this way. I dunno...maybe the universe figured I needed a reminder of how hard it is to not personalize and ASSume. You know, a refresher course! (It's easy to not personalize and ASSume when there's nothing bad going on!).
Anyway...I'm trying to go with the flow and not crowd. I'm hoping he'll let me know if he wants me to do something other than that.
Sage
Relax. Appreciate. Be calm. Laugh. Enjoy. Be secure. Be loving. Be loved. Don't personalize. Don't ASSume. Accept. Be grateful.