It must have been a tough day for you, but remember, the D is not your M. You can still try at that regardless. Your W sounds as if she didn't really want it.
Today has been a reasonable day for me. I didn't cry all day, nor even want to, which is great. I got loads of newsletters posted. I filled up this trolley full of mail and wheeled it to the postbox. I posted so many, it jammed up the postbox
DD4 was helping me with them, passing me the envelopes. She's not yet 3 and already working for the family business! Still have days worth of stuff to do.
LOU - HOW DO I SEND SOMETHING AS A PDF FILE???? One of my customers wants a pdf document and I don't have a clue.
I also looked up different courses today as I want to do more than 1, but it's deciding the direction to go in. So much choice and not enough money
Didn't work on my book at all as I didn't want to think of my sitch. I took dd4 to a hill and she ran around on the grass. The weather was warm today, for April.
This evening I read her a book about a chocolate cake and we have decided we are going to go and buy the ingredients and bake the cake.
Re the dreams, I have been interpreting dreams for people since I was 13 (a bit like Joseph and his multi colour coat in the bible, Lol) and I was really rather good at it so even my mother would come to me and ask me to interpret her dream - that was when we were still friends.
I have a dream diary and all the events with H that I described to you on here I wrote about in the diary before they happened. I've been going through the diary and ticking things off, lol.
It helps sometimes as you can be more prepared when you have prior warning. Sometimes I don't like it, though, as you can also dream of bad stuff which then makes me worry. Like I knew about the OW before he even met her as I dreamt of her and I was able to tell him what she looked like before I'd seen her, which freaked him out massively
I also see images when I am in a relaxed state and I spontaneously sing songs which have lyrics which mean something to my situation and then I can take the advice from the song.
You probably all think I'm NUTS now!
It helps me greatly in times of stress.
Jo - dodging the DB'ers who want to cart her off to the funny farm
