Hi Jo,

Sounds like the donation went well. I hope any hurting goes away soon. Your DD loves you very much!

I get the coffee usage. I think my W uses it the same way. In fact, she used very similar words to describe her usage once before.

Nicely done picking up the PMA. I really feel for you, yet there is nothing left to do but work hard at self-care and to wait. I am so glad you have good friends like that, there with you.

These are my last few hrs as a married man, Jo. We didn't go thru the battles that you and H did, yet I'm not unwilling to admit that I'm a bit scared. I may never have another chance with her. Didnt' try the "one last hug/kiss" thing with her, as she was acting ansy and cold, and physical closeness has always been somewhat threatening for her.

I can relate completely regarding hiding one's emotions from others. I did that with S5 this weekend as well.

Take care!

Gabriel


God heals the broken-hearted (Psalm 147:3)

Me: 44
W: 40
Separated 8/2011

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