I am okay but having to re-evaluate whether I still want my H. I now wouldn't have him back unless he married me first, and even then he would have to prove he was man enough for me, somehow I doubt it.
There was some stuff kick off AFTER my last installment which makes me think I am better off without him. When I have calmed down a little I will write about it.
Also, I know H is lurking on this forum so at the moment I don't want to give him too many opportunities for indirect contact with me.
Also, because my stuff is negative atm I didn't want to write posts which would upset other people on this site. You are all going through your own stuff without me adding to it.
