Don't worry, I won't cry. The things which hurt most were him leaving, losing my daughters and my baby and the arrival of OW. I'e already written up all of that.
If you think that by the time we got to trial, I was kind of numb to it. Some parts were even vaguely comical, so I won't be bothered by it.
I just want to finish it as I'm so excited about emailing the publisher, but still got quite a bit of ground to cover as I'm only at January 04 as we speak.
Oh, I can't wait to write up the romantic bits, and sleeping with him to break him and OW up, I'm going to enjoy writing that bit