I will be alone till Monday. I am probably going to his house and then after the ballet he will bring dd4 and me back home.

I intend to work a lot on my book - if I concentrate I can maybe get 20 pages done this weekend. I'm also going to catch up on the ironing that I always do when he's got her (loads of it to do) and I'll go and do some banking before I catch the bus on Monday (very exciting - NOT ).

Next weekend will be better as it's my birthday then (28th) and H and the kids are coming over and the day after my birthday it's the May Day Fair which he might go to also, he was thinking about it, but I'm not sure yet.

Then the following weekend I am going the whole weekend to my friend's house for a girls weekend, drinking, talking and listening to music. She said she was going to cast a spell on my H, LOL (she's wiccan).

I'm gonna try it even though I don't really believe in that 100%, anything's worth a try with a H like mine

We'll probably just end up getting pissed (drunk)

Jo.