Anna...you made me cry or I should say tear. You make me feel so good and you have great insight on things. I want to detach and go dark I want him to be able to miss me but I am so afraid....sounds corny huh! You are a sweetheart and I wish I could give you a hug for all of your support. Thank you so much...I really have been focusing more on me and of course Hannah(D1)and I am noticing that when I speak to him that is when I get disappointed.