I want to Thank everyone for all of my birthday wishes it made me feel so good. I did go to La Quinta for the weekend (Palm Springs) and relaxed until the earthquake on Sunday morning. I was at Mc Donalds with D1 and my 2 Godsons and cousin. This loud noise started and then the ground started shaking like crazy and everyone was screaming "Run" I stayed calm and ran with the kids to the parking lot and we rolled with the ground and then it stopped. I was so nervous...lol!
Well, my birthday went okay. H left a card for me on the televison on Friday and in it he said that he loves me....he also wrote a note and told me to enjoy my weekend and that he would bo okay and to not worry about him. I knew something was up. H text messaged me on Friday with "Happy Birthday Old Lady!" and I tried to call him back but of course his phone was off. I found out on Sunday that he went to a wedding in Vegas for a friend of OW. H said that he went up to Vegas with a bunch of guys that he use to work with..and he told me that he was not with the OW. I feel that is hard to believe but what can I do about that...he chose that over spending any time with me. H came over Sunday night and was really nice...I figure that was because of guilt. I don't know if I can believe him or if I want to. I was hurt that he didn't call. Well, of course we get along because he can do whatever he wants and I just don't say anything but I am getting tired of this. I just want to feel happy and be loved. I feel that insted of turing off his phone and having no contact with me then it should be really easy for him to do that to her. To end this thread H and I spoke las night and we got along good until he wanted to get off the phone and I was stil talking about bills and things. Thats when he got upset and told me that I was keeping him on the phone...WTF! So..he told me that he would call me later because he was at his uncle's house....Guess What? No call...:-) I knew that was coming! What does anyone make out of all of this?
