I feel like my life is in shambles. I keep detaching and I know that he see it because he text messaged me that ..."You forgot to tell me that you love me" and he told his sister that when I took D1 to him that I never initiate a hug or anything. Here is the big thing...
Things have been really weird lately and H doesn't want to tell me anything about what he does and that' okay. I have cut back on my phone calls but last night at 1130p my daughter was choking...I called 911 because I was scared...I then called H when everything was taken care of because I was so nervous and freaked out. When he finally answered he said "Whats wrong psycho" and I told him that I wanted to tell him about D1 and he told me that he was sleeping and didn't feel good....I told him that I was calling because I was freaked out and he said good night C*^t. I just wanted to tell him what happened I wasn't trying to check up on him. Today I feel like s*!t. I don't know what caused all of this. I don't know where to go from here. I am confused and so sad and MAD! I was just trying to infom him. What should I do now....just not talk to him at all. He must really hate me if all of this happened. I am so frusterated and sad..please help!
