Blonde

Does it really mean it is over...I cant answer that, but what I will tell you is that H and I have had our share of brawls during our sitch (never fought before our sitch) and alot of times he yelled and screamed and told me it was over and you know what, he is still here. So let H cool down for a bit...But you do have to decide what you want. I have that struggle everyday. Do I want to stay in a marriage with H cheating on me??? Heck no...But I do want the chance to fix things without OW. We all do. I dont have any answers for you, heck I am not sure what I want, but you are all in my thoughts as well. I havent posted much either. Taking a break, trying to sort things through. Keep your chin up...Glad that things went ok with your procedure...That is what is important.

I am thinking of you
Sun