I forgot to tell you one more thing. When H and I were talking about things. We did agree that if it does come down to one day getting together we must move forward and stop looking back. I feel that would be very helpful. Today was a wonderful day and we were even playful...I just hated when it was time for him to leave...but then I thought that at least I had this wonderful time with him and was thankful for that. Thanks for all of your support!