I have made it through another day....Hip Hip Horray! I didnt see H today but I did talk to him....but guess what I didnt let him get to me. H is suppose to come over tomorrow night to see D1...I am determined to stay focused on me and D1 and not let any emotions get in the way. I do still love my hubby...but I deserve his love back and without that it isnt worth it. I hate to hear about OW and I refuse to let her into my thoughts....well, at least for today. I have decided to take one day at a time and see what happens. H might just lose out in the long run but I cant force anything. I think that my head is attaching back onto my neck. Please dont get me wrong I want my M but I know that I deserve happiness.
Thank you all for your help...oh! My mother in law told me that H thought that I looked a little sad in my eyes although I was smiling. Does anyone know how I can hide that...I thought that I was doing well. Thank you all!
