Things are just really tough right now. I am still a strong woman I just am having a weak time. I want to thank you for all of your support and freindship. I will update more later. H is suppose to pick up D1 and take her to see his mom. It better not be to see the OW because if I find that out I will chop off his balls Oops did I say that...LOL! I am trying to be really strong today but I know when my D1 leaves things will be rough. Guess what? I ate one piece of pizza today...I have had a hard time eating and sleeping. I even slept for a straight 4-5 hours. Yeah! I got up curled my hair and put on all my makeup....I look happy today everyone at work is telling me.......I will keep you posted.

I just dont know what to say when I see him.