I dont think that anyone reads my thread anymore...but at least it allows me to vent. Things have still been really hard for me. My mother is giving me a really hard time about H. I ended up leaving for the weekend again...went to Palm Springs....had an enjoyable weekend...I went with my cousin and her two kids. It was fun. D1 and I had fun playing in the pool and all of us went around in the golf cart through the golf course. H called me at about 3pm yesterday and wanted to know if I wanted to go to his sisters house for dinner. I told him that I was still in Palm Springs....he seemed dissapointed but got over it soon. I wanted so badly to go but I was happy I was two hours away. :-) Last night we argued a little...well he did...I refuse to. H likes to blame me when things go wrong in his life. Well, I have decided that I will not allow him to see or talk to OW if we wre to ever work things out. I dont think it will happen. This will not be a choice for him it is a must. I havent told him yet nor do I plan on it unless we are willing to work on our marriage again. I am so confused, hurt and mad. What should I do now....is anyone out there?
