Wow- I have been following your thread, because being a member of the opposite sex, I find most men have difficulty expressing their feelings.....my hat is off to you.
I apologize for lurking in the dark, but I have found your writings and inspiration towards life somewhat of a life-line filled with hope for all that come to this board. You obviuosly have faced your demons and hurt and are ready to move on with your journey.
God bless you and your S, he has a wonderful father and an incredible role model for his future!!
Keep up the positive feelings and dive head first into your journey-
All the best to you, for the rest of your life- SA3
